I wanna know! Please someone tell me! I don't dare to ask...

Will my life change tomorrow, will I fly in another dimension and make a dream come true? I see the path to inspiration at one millimeter and though I could miss it I HAVE TO KNOW or i will be consumed by stress in half an hour from now. Will i have the final schock, discover than my gods are just humans and follow their holy road myself?

Please tell me...